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figuring out
 Posted by: ndin | 03/09 2006, 04:17

it's easy not to do anything.


you probably say, "yeah, like.. D'OH!"
no, really. i'm talking about a situation when the motivation and driving force just suddenly decide to take a break for reasons such as mental blockage, unfavored conditions or it just comes to a point when it feels like enough already. oftentimes, this situation is accompanied by cronic bewilderment and undecisive thoughts haunting from every corner. OK, a bit dramatic here..

people would say, "be strong, move one! PERSEVERE...!! YOSSSHHH!!"
but the thing is, coming through such situation is not as straightforward and clear as Hulk smashing everything standing in his way. it takes a whole lot more than pure brute force and strong will.

direction.
is everything really worth it?
what the hell am i doing?
who the hell bought every single Conello Mint to Be at Alfamart in a single day?!?


~i don't think i'll be going anywhere for the time being, virtually and physically
~kinda sad

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